Ylith Chaoscaster

Ramones - Have you ever seen the rain :lol:

Great morning. Sun is shining... weather is sweet... hehe... Marley like morning... I have my disc with me, learning songs... A friend asked me to sing in his band and I'm soo happy, I thought I only knew how to sing in a shower!

Settled everything out with my friend yesterday. Now I have 1 friend less than yesterday morning. As much as it hurts, it's for the best... I rather have no friends, then have friends who wear masks and hide their intentions in front of me. This is a third person I lost in the same way. I'm cursed.

Yesterday I found olive green curtains for my room. But now I decided to... destroy (?) a wall and make an arch. That will be a great nerv-calming exhaust for me. A big hammer, and breaking down the wall... :rolleyes:

Ah Christian

St. Finn I thought you were like the guy from The darling buds of May, ya know, Only fools and horses guy, what's his name.. :unsure:

And that's not my mouth on the avatar. I don't wear pink. Ever. And my piercing is in my right eyebrow, not under my mouth. :wink:

...right... left... same to me... but I was punished in the school for using my left hand, so now it's kinda... out of use... scrub (just as far as writing with it concerned). :rolleyes:

I have a problem. Or a question... something... What to do when your best friend wants to stop seeing you because he's affraid of falling in love?

Sounds like he is almost there already or he would not of mentioned it. I am assuming you mean falling in love with you. The best thing to do is talk it through and settle it before it becomes a problem. If you make it clear where you both stand in the friendship then there shouldn't be any awkwardness. If it really does become a problem then you both need to talk about whether you can have a friendship at all.

 

I know from my own experiences that it is very difficult to have anything more than a passing acquaintance with someone that you have strong feelings for and would like more from.

 

Obviously he values your friendship and feelings greatly.

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That's all true. But (there's always a but) I'm not sure I respond to his feelings. We do everything together, except that fisical part, as I don't like being touched. I don't want to lose him, but I can't go against me. And I don't want to hurt him. Fucked up situation.

:o god damn sick twisted imbeciles

THERE CAN BE ONLY ONE

I cooked on last friday. Pasta with mushrooms and 4 types of cheese... and some chives and green pepper and just a liiitle bit of basil. Sip of worchester, always. And red cabbage salad with acceto balsamico. And I invited my friends.

And I set the table. Then looking for my chop sticks. And then I found out that my dad sharpened them to bake himself grilled pork on the stick. I allmost broke my hand hitting the wall.

Reading ''Hazard dictionary''... can't remember the author... a friend gave it to me to read it. Quite interresting novel.

I loved first Matrix, like... it was running, and all other movies from that time were walking. Other two didn't even stay in my memory. Animatrix is awesome.

Oh, what a lovely morning. It would be even lovelier if it was friday... too bad... well, can't have everything.

What are these discussions about? Who is a bigger freak or a weirdo? We're all weird. ''Normality'' is overrated. Normality is boring, the same as perfection.

I have a problem. Or a question... something... What to do when your best friend wants to stop seeing you because he's affraid of falling in love?

I feel soo good today. Got my ADSL yesterday. Think I'll go shoping this afternoon. Or go riding. Or just sit in the park and enjoy the sun. Something nice, anyway... :cool:

Hello! Been out for a while... I had state championship (darts) this weekend!! I'm so proud to announce that my team and me are sixth in the country. Six out of 22 teams. And this was our first time. OMG I'm soo happy!!!

I won't post my eyes. You'd be jealous and chase me arround to poke them out

And in return there'll be steak on every plate and an X Box in every home.

 

Weed will be legal and free.

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Where do I sign? :cool:

We wish you a merr... erm... happy birthday JasonT !!!

I guess it's the same everywhere. Except the cops won't take you with them here, they just write your name down and throw the paper to garbage. They don't care.

I love to cook. Screw the recipes, I love when I don't know what I'm cooking. Funny, it always turns out great. But baking cakes requieres recipes. Except if those are granny's cookies. She has it all in her head.

Well, I thing who ever called on a first date should pay the bill. Nevermind, boy or a girl. When a guy calles me out, if it's a first date i expect he will pay, but I will always offer to pay my share. Though... hm... I think I was on three dates my entire life... so... don't take me too seriously.

Who cares about Doherty? I'm too busy with my life.

I'm the third person in Fear and loathing in Las Vegas... :rolleyes: only I was too stoned to participate

And I would like to be Mina in Bram Stoker's Dracula (it's only for the immortality, I swear!)

I'm gonna crawl into my shoe box and take my cat with me and a box of chocolates and die. :happy:

Ask her out. Two of you. See what happens. Read her, dont just look and listen. People say so much with their body, totally unaware of it. Works out for me. :rolleyes:

I love being weird. I love when people talk about me, it just proves how interresting my life is, and their is so boring they have to talk about someone elses. I can lift my eyebrows independently, and wiggle my ears. I have to smell EVERYTHING. I don't like being touched by people I don't like. I love boxes. 95% of my wardrobe is black clothes (makes me look serious... I'm serious). And I believe there is no shit I can't get out of clean.

And I love masks. I have a huge collection of them

Have a great time, Tom C !!!

I'm depressed. I'm soo depressed