Mickey Eye

Gets what? All the presents?

It went cold. :(

I'm in. I need presents. I'll send my new address closer to the time.

The caravan I lived in when I was a kid had electric lighting but no toilet. Yay for being poor. Also the outside toilets were infested with spiders.

It is in fact 100% true. Presented as evidence, the hickeys on my neck. I may actually be 16.

Fuck it, maybe I won't take a break. Just try and avoid crazy relationship wanters.

It's possible I'm experiencing a personal sexual revolution right now. And not to be too explicit, having a hell of a time while I'm at it.

[edit] That said, after this three week experience I'm actually gonna chill for the next month, sorry Pooka! I'm sure my sordid love life will pick up again in December.

I now have an ex-girlfriend! Oh wait.

Ah well, ended up having to end it. She was putting way too much pressure on me, like 2 weeks after we meet she was talking about moving in together. I got her to back down on that but she kept bringing it up. So I held a very awesome Halloween party, but I didn't really get to enjoy it because she was doing the same again, it's way to much stress to be in for a 3 week old relationship. Basically U-haul lesbian is not a myth. Ended up dumping her the day after. Wonderful girl, but we are not on the same wavelength at all.

On the plus side, I'm so awesome that girls want to marry me at the drop of a hat.

Though I really like the conclusion and what they are trying to do with her character at the end of the episode was interesting. Overall I found that episode really boring and full of missed opportunities.

No, Råde, just out past Rygge. Can't just wander over whenever I feel like it, while at the same time, not actually being a long car ride.

Haha, yeah, this is a different girl. And in a sheer moment of absolute terror for me, she only got what me saying I was trans meant, like 2 hours into a video call, the 4th time I'd spoken to her. I go out of the way to plaster it all over my dating profiles etc, the idea that someone just wouldn't understand or know what it meant didn't even occur to me. But in a twist on the usual trans narrative of the "terrible reveal" ending things, she just decided to roll with it and we ended up meeting up anyway. She lives a little far away but it's not a real problem.

Oh and I met a girl.

Facebook crosspost :)

6 months on HRT today. Things I've learned.

It's quite frightening. Exposing yourself and letting people know who you really are.

There are people out there that want to hurt you, however, there are also awesome people out there who will love you and support you.

It's really easy to talk to people and make new friends when you're not pretending to be something you're not.

Friends and family might surprise you with their acceptance.

You need good people around you, because things can be really bleak. But there is an awesome LGBT community out there that will support you if you engage with it.

Some people will judge you so hard on your appearance, but others will accept you without a second glance, those people are gold.

It's worth it.

Proper flu, muscle pain, fever, the whole package.

I prefer the term trans flu.

Yeah, the nausea passed.

I've been trying not to give too much of myself at work but I'm too proud not to.

In the meantime I picked up a lovely flu virus which knocked me out for 3 days. Seems I'll be done with it soon though.

Things are happening, both positive and negative.

Friday before last I had to talk my way out of a beating from a couple of Russians outside a kebab shop.

Last week went to a new and better doctor that has probably sorted me with new meds that won't cock up my liver and kidneys so much (and might actually have the desired effect)

This weekend I went on a Pride Cruise, basically a ferry trip back and forth to Denmark with a lot of alcohol and gay people. It was fun, if a little cliquish. I'd only go again if I had a larger group than just me and my flatmate. (First time I've seen a drag act actually, they were pretty awesome)

New meds have seem to have side effects while I'm getting used to them. Mostly nausea (which has caused me to throw up a few times). Reaaaally hoping to be done with that soon.

And my job is really stressful, I always hated taking over other peoples work but when none of it works the way it was supposed to and nobody understands why it makes it pretty tricky to fix.

Me tackling gender in the workplace.

Day 2, Devil :)

We've been playing a lot with the Taken King out now. So So so much easier to level up your character, but your previous gear is now worthless.

 

Really liking the Taken King

All of my exotics :( I could have cried a little that I no longer have a use for all of those fantastic gimmick guns because they do no damage.

I really enjoyed that :)

Gonna pick up another PS4 this evening and play Destiny again. It's been a while.

Yeah, that's my hair all natural like. Starts out wavey then is spirals by the end.

There isn't one. They are nationalists. They are wrong about most things.

Oh but that's oooold now. Here have a new one.

Gradually getting happier with my appearance. It's not easy though.

Yes